someone please help I’m so scared why are my legs going numb

this isn’t supposed to happen I’m only 19

FUCK

Literally everything that could go wrong in life is happening right now but I know there’s something to be happy about in the future so I’m gonna make it. The poster on my wall says “you have to be willing to get happy about nothing” so I need to actually do it.
I also wrote on my wall, “the future is not for the faint hearted, it’s for the brave”. But yesterday I sat there yelling at myself and my back that I’m stronger than anything but it’s really hard to believe still so there’s that.

"it’s such a struggle to wait __ days to visit Europe again!!"

are you forreal lmao do you know how lucky you are I just like

ugh 

It’s supposed to be more permanent this time…I’ve never loved pink, but I think I can cope :)

It’s supposed to be more permanent this time…I’ve never loved pink, but I think I can cope :)